Buzzed.

For reasons I don't fully understand (but yes, I'm well aware of my sexual orientation) I've been feeling very happy today studying at a university well known for its very pretty female students. And no, I'm still being decidedly anti-social (though attending the young adult worship session on Sundays and hopefully eventually the small groups involved therein will change that) so I'm not really doing anything about that. Just being happy. Haha!

On other news, I'm feeling amused at discovering that I might be turning into a slight workaholic. Slight. Two jobs, one of which simultaneously scares the crap out of me while making me feel excited at the challenge, and the other just provides some cash. A far better disciplined approach to school than I've ever mounted. Ever. Though I can still do better.

So as of today, I'm just very grateful to God. He's been good. I'm just really thinking that in terms of the social thing, I should step up more while letting go of things to him more. You know, in Singapore, He pretty much pieced together the support network I really badly needed. It wasn't even close to meeting me halfway, it was more like 90% of the way, kinda like, you better say yes, Joe. Though without the pressure. I mean, I was the one who pressured myself cuz I knew how badly I was doing.

Anyway, no, this post isn't really significant as to whether this blog will be revived. Heck, I might start a new one. You know, with a better name. Or rename this. Or something. Wishing well to all my friends and still slightly buzzed from having a very pretty girl sitting across the library table, see ya!